So, yesterday, I spent eight hours at the courthouse, hoping and praying that I didn’t get picked to be a juror.
I was incredibly overwhelmed at the amount of people that are going to be on the case that we’re handling. Just being in that room was suffocating.
I can’t ask to be excused anymore, because I just went in there, thinking that I wasn’t gonna get picked.
Now that I am, I’m terrified.
How do I contribute to a decision in my panel, when I can’t even remember half of the things that the judge had explained to the potential jurors?
My anxiety is flaring up big time, you guys, and I’m just so scared…